Well then, it’s been a while, hasn’t it? Life became comically busy in July and the first few weeks of August. We’ve barely had any time to swipe or indulge in a good mind numbing hypno experience, let alone reflect. But, it’s a new week, we’ve reclaimed some time, and it’s time to write a bit.
This won’t be particularly long (I have a dinner reservation to get to) but it’ll be something to ease back into this.
So, what’s on the mind? Well, after sitting all day in my new CCM Pro Goalie Jock and compression shorts, I admit that my mind is a bit foggy and empty. And it feels great now that I’m not writing shell scripts or fending off tickets and can settle into the sensation. Why is it that having a massive protector over your cock and balls just makes you feel… comfortable? Comforted, even? Is it the squishy padding? The unusual warmth keeping you relaxed? The loss of sensation combined with the persistent pressure of the gear?
With only one (1) dinner reservation between me and some quality alone time, I can’t wait to seek a potential answer. This isn’t my first rodeo with a goalie jock, either. And just slipping this one on for a few hours has triggered a flood of memories from my earlier exploratory days. We’ll have to delve into those another time.
The Hypno Pendulum
Amidst my cup-induced fog, one standout thought comes to mind. It’s come and gone these past few days, almost like a pendulum. Yes, like the kind a hypnotist might ask you to follow as he lulls you into a comfortable, relaxed state. But, also not like that.
I speak instead of the waxing and waning interest I sometimes feel in erotic hypnosis. I suppose something like this is only natural; we can’t be kinky all the time, right? But it seems to go beyond just interest vs boredom and into things like enthusiasm and disgust.
Much like searching for travel hotels, an activity I’ve done a lot of this past week, you find content that is hit or miss in the hypno world. Lately, I’ve found more of the misses. It’s shocking how much of it feels “dangerous.” Hell, even someone I thought was chased out of the scene (due to their lack of uploads for years) suddenly started uploading videos again. And, shocking nobody, they were the same dangerous suggestions they always were. Seeing them back again made me ask, “just what the hell are we doing here?”
It’s strange, honestly. The more burnt out I am from work and life, the more likely I am to pick up a file I know will be “dangerous” (and sometimes I can enjoy it). So what do we do when we’re burnt out on life and hypnosis? Not sure I have a good answer, though decreased libido seems to be the realized outcome right now.
But, just like a pendulum, I’m sure things will swing back to the hypno horny side of life again soon. After all, this jock does feel nice, so I’m sure it’ll feel even better if I just let myself slip it on and slip under, even for just a little while. We’ll chalk it up to just acclimating back to a quieter, less strenuous schedule for the first time in a long time.